A open letter to my boyfriend

Dear Honeybunch

As soon as I met you, I knew that were something truly special. You were charming and kind. But, never in a million years would I have guessed that now, after all this time, you would mean so much to me.

The funny thing is, I wasn’t looking for you, I just found you. Out of funny circumstance we became friends, and got to know each other’s personalities, fears, hopes, and dreams. Then, we blossomed into something beautiful, something that I never saw coming.
I love the friendship that I have with you where we can do anything like going out on ice cream/ Mcflurry dates, bowling, coffee dates, dancing to random music, the list goes on…. We’ve been through a whole lot. The good, the bad, and the in between we’ve been thrown so many curve balls. But despite all this, I still love you. Every fiber of your being, stringed together to create your existence, is what I love. I’m so thankful that we serve a God that we can trust to direct our steps.

I promise to motivate, encourage and cultivate every seed that God has planted within you. I vow to be there physically, present mentally and available emotionally until the day I die.

There are people rooting against us, praying for our downfall…waiting for us to fail. But what God has joined together, no man can separate. We must be strong and continue to keep God first.

Thank you for making me feel special, I Love you Michael Morare.

From : Your girl Cyndi


Is it ok??

Is it okay to, in a relationship, start all over?? Like forget your past problems and just start over. Is it okay, to do that and start fresh?

Never Forgotten

Oh Mother, how I would love to talk with you once more. How I love and miss you more and more each day, and though you’ve passed you will never be forgotten, for I think of you each day.

Oh, how I wish heaven had visiting hours so I could spend this special day with you.

Happy Mother’s Day In Heaven.

January 21st LOYALTY.

Family faith sharing time had become important to them and they touched on many issues including friendship. Parents don’t always like the friends their children bring home and this can cause serious conflict at times.

Young people want and need friends and they may stand up for them through thick and thin even when they are wrong. They had to really listen to understand the issue of loyalty to family and friends. But then what is the place for mercy? 1 Samuel 19:1-7. Jonathan spoke well of David to Saul his father. ” You saw his deeds and rejoiced. Why then will you sin against innocent blood by killing David without cause? “


Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

Meša Selimović


Its hard to Celebrate my life when I am still busy mourning for your death 
I still cant believe that you are gone

I cant believe that I started the New Year without you

Everyday I long for your beautiful face, your smile, laugh ..

Even though I say that you are in a better place, it still hurts 

Though I have been strong, the tears won’t stop falling down my pillow at night

People say time will heal but I don’t think it will heal the wound that you have left…
Only God knows the reason why He had to take you with, I get angry at times because I wish I knew the reason/s … 

I get mad at you sometimes for leaving me without saying Goodbye Ma…
You never promised to stay but you stayed until you couldn’t, I have survived myself..soft with sadness and love and memory.
RIP ; I Miss You Mother

Dear self …

Stay strong we still have a lot of battles to take. We still have a lot of struggles to endure. Let’s not waste time on people who don’t treat us right; You are a gift to anyone’s life you enter.

You’re a privilege. Every day there are people praying to love someone like you, with all your flaws you’re worth loving. Let go of the past. 

Awake each morning with loving and helping hands. Its you and me against the world…. we can it! ! 
Love, me